just a short random post.
i went to yahoo!news and saw this piece of disturbing news:
US couple’s cyber attack on dying girl sparks outrage
like seriously? over a delayed reply for an sms?
the best thing is, after whatever inconsiderate stuff the couple has done, the guy came forward to apologize only when his boss wants to fire him. TSK. WTF?
find yourselves a mirror. you’ll see 2 monsters in the reflection.
in accordance with my latest tweet, i shall further explain here.
what’s up with people nowadays? or maybe it’s just my friends. =.=
they keep changing and changing their names on FB. either they change their names into long weird English names or into Japanese names. the best thing is some doesn’t even bother to upload a profile picture to show you who they are.
please enlighten me, how am i supposed to match the Japanese name and unidentified profile picture to the real person?
and how many friends do you think one has on FB?
you think i can actually remember and link you to the unidentifiable profile picture and blah blah blah whatever name you put on FB?
sorry for being angsty.
it simply just irritates me to no end when i couldn’t identify the person who commented on my FB. hmpf.
no matter how unhappy i am… in the end, there is nothing i can really do.
what do i want after telling the truth? what is the ending i want?
if i overthrow her, who will take over?
sadly i don’t think there is anyone good enough for that position.
not me, i don’t want the responsibility yet.
and revolution comes with bloodshed.
how many people will be willing to sacrifice their jobs for this revolution?
i am not that courageous.
that is why… i chose to leave.
i am sure i will find a place for me in the working society somewhere out there.
i must keep the faith alive.
things aren’t getting better.
i am just getting more and more tired… more and more sick of the whole shit.
Can i take a break already?
Although it is easier said than done, i seriously need to get my ass moving…
i really need a new job. seriously.
it’s crappy how weekends and holidays go by so quickly and working days seem like never ending.
D=
damn, it’s Monday tomorrow.
i’m feeling the depression already.
*stabs self*
this is gonna be a random rave/rant? post. hahaha. actually i do have alot of things i wanna blog about… but you know, as usual, my lazy nature forbids me to do so. =x oh wells, let’s run through the random list depending on whatever comes to my mind then…
1. Damien comes home.
Heh, in case you didn’t know~ there is a new addition to my family~ his name is Damien~!! a white pomeranian!! xD well, he is about 10months old. very small and light. my precious little baby now~
2. People with fake accents.
This irritates me like no tomorrow. let me clarify first, i do think that if you are talking to someone of a certain (and perhaps, stronger) accent, you will tend to talk towards that accent subconsciously. it has been proven during my 1year stay in Japan. of course, you may beg to differ, but this is just my opinion. well, at least i do not find this irritating.
However, if you try to fake an accent, that’s a totally different story. unless you tell me you are a Singaporean but raised in Australia blah blah blah… whatever. and i also know that there are people out there who thinks that the British accent or American accent is super cool. oh yes, it is… only when the British or the Americans are doing it.
Oh, and don’t tell me things like, “i know i’m doing it, but i’m not doing it on purpose. i just can’t help it…” hohoho. nice try. tell you what, to me, that’s a whole load of bullshit. i bet you will have a whole forest of men you fell in love with if you can’t help but fall in love with every single guy you see/meet etc. it’s just a matter of choice – whether you choose to continue even though you realised that you are doing it or stop it.
Is it so scary to talk in your own accent? Why bother using a fake accent when you have nothing to hide? Do you think that you will be judged by the way you speak? Okay, more often than not, in this cruel world, we are judged by our appearances, behaviour and the way we speak. But i think you will be fine as long as you don’t go into interviews talking like a bengster… just speak more proper English. Singlish can be used for appropriate humor purposes in interviews as well you know… However, speaking proper English doesn’t mean you have to fake an accent. You will be judged and criticized by others if you try to fake an accent. People will know when you try to fake. Don’t take them as fools.
oh wow, i said my part. feel so much better now. =)
3. Nothing in particular.
I went to xxxx’s blog. haha. not gonna reveal the person’s identity. i saw something which made me a little worried. i know many people around the world probably share this interest of mine. still, i do not wanna see that person doing the same cosplay. not that i am afraid that that person will do a better job than me cuz i have confidence that i am more suitable for that character than that person. but it just irritates me a little if we happen to cosplay the same thing for the same event. HAHA.
well, i guess this sums up what i wanna blog right now. basically, i got lazy after point 2. AS USUAL!! HAHAHHA!! *runs and hides* i’m dying to leave this space for some BL novel and rewatching Lucky Star for the 1000th time.
seriously can’t wait for my books to arrive!! T^T
and I DON’T WANT MONDAY TO COME!!! *wails*
i have been complaining the whole day. i wonder if today is really a bad day or im just running out of luck. or maybe i ran out of luck a long time ago.
let’s see the fucking list shall we?
1. joining a team of idiots
2. almost became JAL stewardess (and now JAL is bankrupt)
3. currently stuck with a job which i didn’t like at first, got used to it after some time and now utterly detest it.
4. wants a pet pomeranian puppy but no one is selling the one i like online.
5. always meeting weirdos who are too sensitive, tensed up blah blah blah blah. com’on lah, so what if you are nice. i don’t like to handle your bloody mood swings.
6. always kena dragged into a problem when i did nothing, said nothing and knew nothing abt it AT ALL.
7. (continued from point 6) kena blamed for NOTHING.
and the bloody list continues… too lazy to type on my old laptop. the keyboard spoiling. can’t wait to get a new laptop. =x
whatever la, i know this kind of shit is everywhere. BUT if you want a dog to continue performing dog tricks for you, you must reward it with snacks and not put the reward in its face and not give the reward to it. the dog will not perform any more tricks for you.
i believe it works the same for humans. do you like to be scolded everyday whether or not it is your fault? do you feel good when you accomplished a task but your superiors are so stingy that they do not even praise you for your efforts? do you like your superior to show favouritism (especially when its so blatant and she can still tell you she is impartial)? would you slog your life out for such a superior when you know you may actually find another job which pays better and gives you better welfare? tell me the incentives to stay on.
i tried to tolerate, give in, be a nice person. just take it all in. but i think i reached the max. i will go insane if i continue taking this shit. i think i would’ve like you better if we didn’t work together. too bad for you and me.
to hell with accounts and japanese companies!
YOU SUCK!
