i have been complaining the whole day. i wonder if today is really a bad day or im just running out of luck. or maybe i ran out of luck a long time ago.
let’s see the fucking list shall we?
1. joining a team of idiots
2. almost became JAL stewardess (and now JAL is bankrupt)
3. currently stuck with a job which i didn’t like at first, got used to it after some time and now utterly detest it.
4. wants a pet pomeranian puppy but no one is selling the one i like online.
5. always meeting weirdos who are too sensitive, tensed up blah blah blah blah. com’on lah, so what if you are nice. i don’t like to handle your bloody mood swings.
6. always kena dragged into a problem when i did nothing, said nothing and knew nothing abt it AT ALL.
7. (continued from point 6) kena blamed for NOTHING.
and the bloody list continues… too lazy to type on my old laptop. the keyboard spoiling. can’t wait to get a new laptop. =x
whatever la, i know this kind of shit is everywhere. BUT if you want a dog to continue performing dog tricks for you, you must reward it with snacks and not put the reward in its face and not give the reward to it. the dog will not perform any more tricks for you.
i believe it works the same for humans. do you like to be scolded everyday whether or not it is your fault? do you feel good when you accomplished a task but your superiors are so stingy that they do not even praise you for your efforts? do you like your superior to show favouritism (especially when its so blatant and she can still tell you she is impartial)? would you slog your life out for such a superior when you know you may actually find another job which pays better and gives you better welfare? tell me the incentives to stay on.
i tried to tolerate, give in, be a nice person. just take it all in. but i think i reached the max. i will go insane if i continue taking this shit. i think i would’ve like you better if we didn’t work together. too bad for you and me.
to hell with accounts and japanese companies!
YOU SUCK!